Tag Archives: loss

I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS BUTT I DON’T THINK IT’S CANCER

Posted on April 25, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

It was April of 2011 when I noticed what appeared to be a pimple on the inside of my left butt cheek. I ignored it. A week later I noticed it was still there so I picked at it in … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer, Fear, Uncategorized | Tagged Cancer, fear, Grief, loss | 6 Comments

I Am Not Jealous, You’re Drunk

Posted on April 11, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I’m exhausted. I am not sleeping well or at the very least not getting a restful sleep. I am feeling fragile, emotional. I feel blindsided by the feelings that are coming to the surface. I shouldn’t be surprised because I … Continue reading →

Posted in Home, Surviving Divorce | Tagged Addiction, Alcohol, Gambling, loss, overdose, Ultimatum | Leave a comment

Last night I dreamt I punched you in the face

Posted on April 10, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I yanked you out of bed and began to slam my fist into your face over and over again. There was a lot of red and orange in the dream which seemed to represent the blood pouring from your nose, … Continue reading →