Tag Archives: loss

My Melancholy

Posted on July 19, 2016 by itwillneverhappen2me

I’m depressed. At least I think I’m depressed. I’ve spent my whole life convincing myself that I wasn’t depressed, so it’s hard for me to recognize it now. Typically I run away when I start feeling trapped. And that’s what … Continue reading →

Posted in Life after 50, Loss, PTSD | Tagged Depression, fear, Grief, life after divorce, loss, Mental Health, mental illness, PTSD | Leave a comment

Two years later…

Posted on May 11, 2014 by itwillneverhappen2me

Two years ago feels like yesterday. That is how clearly I remember Mother’s Day of 2012. I had only been out of the hospital for a few days and didn’t know where were my life was headed. I full on … Continue reading →

Posted in Life After Divorce | Tagged death, Divorce, fear, Grief, life after divorce, loss, Relationships, Suicide | 1 Comment

When people show you who they are believe them

Posted on September 9, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I was watching Oprah one day many years ago when I first heard her share the very wise words of her dear friend and mentor Maya Angelo: When people show you who they are, believe them. It can not be any … Continue reading →

Posted in Surviving Divorce | Tagged Divorce, fear, loss, Love, mental illness, Oprah, Relationships | Leave a comment

Last Night I Forgot I was Divorced

Posted on September 1, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I didn’t sleep well last night. I woke often and carefully tugged at the covers to gain a bit more for myself but didn’t want to disturb my husband sleeping soundly next to me. I cuddled up against him, trying to absorb some of … Continue reading →