Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

My Melancholy

Posted on July 19, 2016

I’m depressed. At least I think I’m depressed. I’ve spent my whole life convincing myself that I wasn’t depressed, so it’s hard for me to recognize it now. Typically I run away when I start feeling trapped. And that’s what … Continue reading →

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50 Shades of Self-Acceptance

Posted on February 5, 2015

I have double standards. What’s good for you is not necessarily what’s good for me. When I am talking to a friend or co-worker I am all about encouraging them to see the many shades of experience that color our … Continue reading →

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Two years later…

Posted on May 11, 2014

Two years ago feels like yesterday. That is how clearly I remember Mother’s Day of 2012. I had only been out of the hospital for a few days and didn’t know where were my life was headed. I full on … Continue reading →

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Third time’s a Charm… I hope.

Posted on April 15, 2014

I never thought I would be here again… I remember reading an article when I was in my 30’s about an actress in her 50’s with an eating disorder and I recall thinking, “No way will that ever be me!” … Continue reading →

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Another day, another rescue…

Posted on November 28, 2013

Another day, another rescue….

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Seasons Change

Posted on November 2, 2013

This time of year brings to mind all of the changes and challenges of months past. Working hard to stay in my lane, resisting the urge to stray into others. As the light of day grows shorter and the leaves … Continue reading →

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Conversations with Matthew

Posted on October 20, 2013

Matthew is my nine year old grandson. In his brief time on earth he has experienced things most adults wish to avoid. He is an old soul. Being a grandparent to Matthew is the only thing in life that has ever … Continue reading →

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