Tag Archives: Grief

My Melancholy

I’m depressed. At least I think I’m depressed. I’ve spent my whole life convincing myself that I wasn’t depressed, so it’s hard for me to recognize it now. Typically I run away when I start feeling trapped. And that’s what … Continue reading

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Two years later…

Two years ago feels like yesterday. That is how clearly I remember Mother’s Day of 2012. I had only been out of the hospital for a few days and didn’t know where were my life was headed. I full on … Continue reading

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Pieces of Me

Sometimes I feel like I’m melting…

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The Lost Girl

The Lost Girl   I am lost No matter where I go I don’t belong I’m lost I can’t be found It makes me wonder If my time here is done I’m in the water I can’t swim I’m in … Continue reading

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One More Day

The weight of her sorrow is heavy Sun shining outside window an insult to her pain One moment she floats toward her dreams Next chains anchor her to pain chaffing her delicate skin Up the down staircase Continually fighting her … Continue reading

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Where the Hell are my Rose colored glasses?

I quit my job. It’s a pattern of mine. There’s no denying it. Every two years or so I quit my job for one reason or another. It wasn’t a big deal in the past as I was married to … Continue reading

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Last Day On Earth

“You told me you would never leave me.” She said quietly But he did. She reminded him of the commitment he’d made to her. Not just on their wedding day; one he repeated many times over the following years. He … Continue reading

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