Category Archives: Life after 50

My Melancholy

Posted on July 19, 2016 by itwillneverhappen2me

I’m depressed. At least I think I’m depressed. I’ve spent my whole life convincing myself that I wasn’t depressed, so it’s hard for me to recognize it now. Typically I run away when I start feeling trapped. And that’s what … Continue reading →

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Where the Hell are my Rose colored glasses?

Posted on July 18, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I quit my job. It’s a pattern of mine. There’s no denying it. Every two years or so I quit my job for one reason or another. It wasn’t a big deal in the past as I was married to … Continue reading →

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Looking for Mr. Rebound

Posted on July 8, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

It’s been 14 months since my marriage ended and 10 months since the last time my ex and I were intimate. It’s been a rough road and I am still in the process of healing and while I know that … Continue reading →

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Mama said there’ll be days like this…

Posted on May 8, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

Going from the peaks of gratitude to the valleys of sorrow all in the same day, sometimes the same hour is maddening. It makes me feel like I am crazy. Am I crazy? I guess it depends on who you … Continue reading →

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