Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

Still Proud to be an American

In a time when many feel disillusioned, I stand firm in my pride as an American. Leaving my country is not an option I consider. I cannot, and will not, abandon the land that has shaped me and countless others. … Continue reading

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Harry and Meghan

The Prince and the Duchess In the beginning it was the love story of the century. It felt as if the world was behind the new couple. Approved, encouraged and applauded their love story. The Monarchy appeared to embrace their … Continue reading

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My Melancholy

I’m depressed. At least I think I’m depressed. I’ve spent my whole life convincing myself that I wasn’t depressed, so it’s hard for me to recognize it now. Typically I run away when I start feeling trapped. And that’s what … Continue reading

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50 Shades of Self-Acceptance

I have double standards. What’s good for you is not necessarily what’s good for me. When I am talking to a friend or co-worker I am all about encouraging them to see the many shades of experience that color our … Continue reading

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Two years later…

Two years ago feels like yesterday. That is how clearly I remember Mother’s Day of 2012. I had only been out of the hospital for a few days and didn’t know where were my life was headed. I full on … Continue reading

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