Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

Free Falling

Posted on April 18, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

This time last year I was blissfully unaware that my life was getting ready to change. I knew my marriage wasn’t perfect but I was content and I thought he was too. We had created a life together that excluded … Continue reading →

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A (Wo) man’s best Friend

Posted on April 15, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

Radar is beautiful three year old miniature (red merle) Australian Shepard. He is also a rescue dog. My youngest daughter and her husband brought him home from a shelter almost two years ago. I remember the day I met him … Continue reading →

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I Am Not Jealous, You’re Drunk

Posted on April 11, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I’m exhausted. I am not sleeping well or at the very least not getting a restful sleep. I am feeling fragile, emotional. I feel blindsided by the feelings that are coming to the surface. I shouldn’t be surprised because I … Continue reading →

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Last night I dreamt I punched you in the face

Posted on April 10, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I yanked you out of bed and began to slam my fist into your face over and over again. There was a lot of red and orange in the dream which seemed to represent the blood pouring from your nose, … Continue reading →

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New Dolly

Posted on April 3, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

May 5, 2013 is going to be a special day… It is will be the one year anniversary of when my husband, oops, sorry ex-husband told me he no longer wanted to be married to me. I didn’t handle it … Continue reading →

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