Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

Why Can’t I Move Forward?

Posted on July 28, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I thought I was ready. I went on a date and it was nice. He gave me a gentle kiss goodnight and I enjoyed it. I even thought about him a couple of times yesterday. So, why did I just … Continue reading →

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The Bachelorette

Posted on July 27, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

The Bachelorette Yes, as embarrassed as I am to admit it, I am part of the Bachelor-Nation. I rarely miss an episode due to the pure enjoyment I get from the eye candy of shirtless men competing for the attention … Continue reading →

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One More Day

Posted on July 24, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

The weight of her sorrow is heavy Sun shining outside window an insult to her pain One moment she floats toward her dreams Next chains anchor her to pain chaffing her delicate skin Up the down staircase Continually fighting her … Continue reading →

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Giving into the Grief

Posted on July 21, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

  Tomorrow would be our 18th wedding anniversary… had we not divorced last year. I knew this weekend would be a challenge for me; however events transpired that made this non-anniversary even more difficult. Last Friday I woke up late… … Continue reading →

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A Letter to My Ex

Posted on July 19, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I sent this letter on April 14, 2013. I did not receive a response. Recently, new information came to light that has been extremely hurtful. Making me question everything… I feel the need to share this with you, my readers. … Continue reading →

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