Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

The Story of Us and other Random Poetry

Posted on June 23, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

Us Hands Touching / Lips lightly grazing Me. You —Us Together Ours souls touch / Meet in the middle Become One Your face / the stubble rough against my palm The scratch is good / soft is the moment Love … Continue reading →

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Mama said there’ll be days like this…

Posted on May 8, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

Going from the peaks of gratitude to the valleys of sorrow all in the same day, sometimes the same hour is maddening. It makes me feel like I am crazy. Am I crazy? I guess it depends on who you … Continue reading →

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The One Year Anniversary of my Alive Day

Posted on May 5, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

It’s not quite 4am and I am awake. I tried to go back to sleep and then remembered what today is. I am not sure what the day is going to bring in terms of emotion but I do know … Continue reading →

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Waking Up (sequel to I don’t want to be married to you anymore)

Posted on May 5, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

The last thing I remember before passing out was saying yes to the help that was being offered to me by the voice on the other end of the phone. I don’t recall giving her my name, location or any … Continue reading →

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I don’t want to be married to you anymore

Posted on May 3, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

May 5, 2012; •A beautiful spring day that promised to make even the most mundane tasks enjoyable. •The day my husband of 17 years told me he no longer wanted to be married to me. •The day when the quiet … Continue reading →

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