Author Archives: itwillneverhappen2me

I know You Inside and Out

Posted on May 1, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

My 29-year-old daughter had surgery today. The thing that jumps out at me is how easy it is to become mama bear when your child, even your adult child, is sick, hurt or otherwise harmed in any form or fashion. … Continue reading →

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Cruel Intentions

Posted on April 29, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I was standing in the living room. I was feeling good, hopeful. There was something in the air that I couldn’t quite put my finger on but it felt pleasant. I turned around and saw him standing in the kitchen. … Continue reading →

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I will miss her…

Posted on April 27, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I have three sisters and one of them is my best friend. Today she left the country to move to Eindhoven, Holland (with her husband) which is about 40 miles outside of Amsterdam. She will be gone for at least … Continue reading →

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I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS BUTT I DON’T THINK IT’S CANCER

Posted on April 25, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

It was April of 2011 when I noticed what appeared to be a pimple on the inside of my left butt cheek. I ignored it. A week later I noticed it was still there so I picked at it in … Continue reading →

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The Story of Us and other Random Poetry

Posted on April 21, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I came into this world with a story to tell and have spent my whole finding different ways to share it. One those ways is through poetry and I thought I would share some of it with you today. These … Continue reading →

Posted in Anorexia, Home, Loss, PTSD, Suicide, Uncategorized | Tagged , , | 6 Comments