Tag Archives: loss

The Lost Girl

Posted on August 16, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

The Lost Girl I am lost No matter where I go I don’t belong I’m lost I can’t be found It makes me wonder If my time here is done I’m in the water I can’t swim I’m in … Continue reading →

Posted in Poetry, Uncategorized | Tagged Grief, loss, lost, mental illness, Poetry, Relationships, scream | 5 Comments

One More Day

Posted on July 24, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

The weight of her sorrow is heavy Sun shining outside window an insult to her pain One moment she floats toward her dreams Next chains anchor her to pain chaffing her delicate skin Up the down staircase Continually fighting her … Continue reading →

Posted in Poetry | Tagged Depression, Grief, loss, Mental Health, Pain | 2 Comments

Giving into the Grief

Posted on July 21, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

Tomorrow would be our 18th wedding anniversary… had we not divorced last year. I knew this weekend would be a challenge for me; however events transpired that made this non-anniversary even more difficult. Last Friday I woke up late… … Continue reading →

Posted in Infidelity, Surviving Divorce | Tagged Blogging, Divorce, infidelity, loss, Surviving Divorce | Leave a comment

Where the Hell are my Rose colored glasses?

Posted on July 18, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

I quit my job. It’s a pattern of mine. There’s no denying it. Every two years or so I quit my job for one reason or another. It wasn’t a big deal in the past as I was married to … Continue reading →

Posted in Career, Life after 50, Life After Divorce, Loss | Tagged Divorce, fear, Grief, life after divorce, loss, Optimism, Pessimism, Surviving Divorce | Leave a comment

Last Day On Earth

Posted on July 11, 2013 by itwillneverhappen2me

“You told me you would never leave me.” She said quietly But he did. She reminded him of the commitment he’d made to her. Not just on their wedding day; one he repeated many times over the following years. He … Continue reading →